不能再这样了♥

我这几天怎么了？

我好不舒服
肚子痛到现在
泻肚子泻到虚脱
妈妈一直灌我喝葡萄糖
弄到我肚子很涨
昨天还发冷
真是的
最好让我快点死咯
死了更好
什么都不用去在乎了

我以为我已经是绝缘体了
可是原来我还会流泪
呵呵
很好啊

这次考试那第五名
拿到che和sj考卷的时候直接觉得很伤心哦
本来的分数che-61 sj-75
结果老师改错
现在的分数che-86 sj-88
其实是很开心的
我的两科数学
烂到屁样 50++而已
国文90有吓到，英文80也有吓到

最近很喜欢听一首歌
《你是你的》
还有一首英文歌
《wake me up when september ends》
就觉得很有意思

预考过后
不想想了
每次想了之后
得到的只有失望
这是我第一次那么大胆的要做一件事
知道到最后还是会哭
不过没关系啦

对啊
我犯贱
就当作我犯贱吧
我没关系
反正什么话没有被人家讲过
不差这一句
呵呵




嗯
没有什么
知道你不想知道了
可是还是想说
其实没有原因
就只是突然想要不爽
对不起
以后不会有理由那样了
下次我再那样，你直接不要理我好了
就这样
嗯，现在不想理也行



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WHAT THE FUNNY THINGS IS GOING ON?

嗯
小考刚结束
意思就是熬夜也结束了
我发现到我真的不可以熬夜
一熬夜肚子就很不舒服
昨天四点才睡觉
才睡两个小时
早上直接肚子不舒服哦

虽然熬夜读书
但是我不孤单
因为有我可爱的mimi陪着我
哈哈

不过他是属于睡觉状态的

他自己在玩


哈哈
好吧
现在的我
有点想哭
呵呵
哎呀，不知道啦
我的心情还是一样
最近你说我心情变好了很多
对啊
这是好事
不是因为任何人
只是我想要快乐

以前我时常想不好的事情
现在我学会在想不好的事情过后想好的事情
说真的
心情被受影响
我真的希望我不是工具
真心希望
我希望我是好朋友
真的
我怕自己又哭了
太爱哭了
呵呵
给我拥抱好吗？蕙欣～


最近听到我很多东西
嗯嗯嗯
没有意见因为觉得很无聊
知道吗？
我不喜欢别人讲我的朋友
不管是姐妹还是兄弟也好
我会不爽

蕙欣每次被暗中欺负
其实我很不爽
你明白我的意思吗
蕙欣我很疼你的

我不介意别人讲我欺负我
我会不开心，但是我懂得怎样适应
可是讲我朋友就不行！
因为你没资格
任何人都没资格




你慢慢享受
很抱歉我不爱你了
很抱歉那只是习惯
很抱歉我学会了

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STRONG :)

haha
i want to said bye bye to dis hair
bye bye~

i'm brave enough to cut my hair...
become a TB
thats gooodd
but, i'm still a girl lah, just become very man
after cut my hair, i had change le
bacome very high~
haha
hui sin i accompany u...

this is my new hair
i want to set my hair~
but don noe how to set leh =p
somebody pls help me..
haha


erm...
yesterday, i was very sad after heard something
erm..erm..erm..
today got a little bit sad too...
but after that...
i recover~
hahas...

Mayoo..
sorry for my emotional mood
i didn't mean it...
now we okay ady, right?
i always love you lah...
:)

then...
i had watch Twiligh Saga Eclipse
extremely nice show!
Edward is extremely handsome~
i like it very much...
wish to watch second time...
who want treat me??
haha

wow~
see wat is it?
US dollar
if change to Ringgit, got RM1000++
oh my god~
i wish this is mine
haha


erm...
i didn't get choose to NS oh~
very lucky
thank god
i noe u always take care of me
haha=D

haha..
i noe i was a little bit crazy now...

erm..erm...
papa leave house few days ago
said want to went for working for 2 weeks
okay....

tmr Mr Chae Hao come to my house
haha
coz my sis want to go Taiwan NEXT WEEK
said bye bye to her bah~


i will be strong now
i noe wat i'm doing lah
So, support me all the time bah...
i now can recover myself
:)


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STILL

still
everything still the same

can i just dont care about you?
it really hurt me now...
i want to cry again now...

i noe i'm not that good to u all
i noe i'm a bad girl to u all
i noe u all hate me when i'm emotional
Mayoo said me just like her
i dont want like her
i want to be myself
but nobody tell me before to be myself
just tell me, dont do that anymore

ya...i better disappear from Taman Daya...
coz nobody want me to stay...
everyone hate me
everyone said bad things about me
fine
that's all i could said...


Min Er
i dont now wat i can do for you now
i don noe wat can i talk to you now
i scared that wheni talk to you , u will cry more
pls, be happy after you crying
last time i got read a book
there are some meaningful word
i think it can help you

因为你爱他，所以你要尊重他的选择 ，即使他给不了你承诺；
因为你爱他所以你不要哭，你要知道他并不爱你了，所以他不会心疼你的泪；
如果他不爱你，那就不要以任何理由给他打电话，
如果他发来问候要说自己很好，同样也要问候他；
如果你们有缘再遇的话，用微笑来代替你想说的一切。
你要学会忘记这种爱，为了他，为了自己，也为了现在或者以后爱你的人。
放下手中的线，转身离去，也许是你的另一个重生。

we will always beside you...


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i'm really tired :(

haiz...
last two days
i'm busy for my Hari Keusahawanan
nearly fainted loh...
damn tired!
not enough sleep

but just now sleep from 3pm until 7pm
haha XD
so now..nt feel sleepy le...

hehe..i like this ^^
this is extremely nice~
i cannot do this loh, my seni is bad...
make by Hui Zhi & Tiong Jin
u two are really good!

this two pic
my face looks really tired...
5A
we oredi do our best
jiayou =D

erm...
next time i wan go karnival
can I ?


k..
now i'm eating porridge
i like porridge very much
:)
haha

my cool blog
last two days bought at econsave
put in my fridge now coz no time to drink
now want to drink...
i noe is disgusting lah
but i had no choice
RM3.50, i dont want to waste it...
haha

erm...
ur action make me sad
ur action make me dare to do anything
thank you very much
becoz i had step out 1 step towards him...
between 100 step
i still had 99 step towards him
help me jia you bah~
=D

tmr
debate
but not me lah
i just help to manage :0
everyone come to support our school oh~
SMK TAMAN DAYA
jiayou~



i hate selfish ppl



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