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Saturday, May 22, 2010

23/5/2010


such a good & meaningful word to me
i'm very happy now
haha
don't know why
just got a little bit crazy

don't know what title to put
hehe
just feel like to write something

my dreams
i hav my dreams
master, event organizer, bakery & cafe
i feel proud to myself too although its difficult to achieve
even though nobody support me i also want to do wat i wan
i will not let anyone even though my family & frend look down me

but...
really can?
i affected by someone
i change my mind already
i hate myself when i'm doing stupid things
but
i can't control myself...

i decided to find caunselor after exam
i'm not brave so postpone until now still think no time to find
but actually i'm free
haha

when i finish one paper
i start thinking
everything i think
happy & sad
then forget again
then think again
very contradiction
i know i can't blame anybody
because that's my own problem
i won't tell again and i solve myself
don't worry about me again
thank you...


i deactivated my facebook already
no reason
so don't ask me why
just close it and then everthing is stop right here...
its a preparation to me for SPM
no meaning to me to continue fb
no meaning to me to hurt mt eyes and feelings
but one day
i will activated fb again
when my mind free of sadness
:)

funny right?
but that's me
understand me if u care about me
otherwise
leave me alone...



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